Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Thanks Father

A jog does wonders, feels like me having a conversation with God, thinking through what has been happening and I found the root of the problem. Felt relieved because it can be solved in time. Jogging is the way to go already.

Chaotic VS Peaceful

I am worrying, about many things. I can't set my priorities right, and I seems to be gloomy and unhappy. This feeling seems to be catching up before I actually know it or find a way to deal with it. Things aren't going as smoothly as they are supposed to be, and I screwed it up most of the times, and ended up in guilt and regret. I know this isn't healthy, as I wonder what happen to my good old optimistic self. I know sooner or later, I have to get out of this, so that I can be back in shape again.

I need to differentiate between things that are within my control and those that are not. Those that I can control I keep in mind and will have to try not to keep thinking about it, while those within my control, I have to keep on working on it, to improve the situation. Only when I think out of this straining box, will I find peace and be happy again. Okie, I did try greeting people with a smile today and not let things affect my mood and in everything that I do. (I read something about everyone deserves to be greeted with a smile.)

This is part and parcel of life, and I can only see it as a test to make me stronger, as what doesn't kill me thus make me stronger. I awaits for the time where peace will be mine. (not death certainly) Meanwhile, I try my best to solve the problems.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

The Importance of being Earnest

First of all, it is my first time attending the gala event, and also the experience of sitting so close the stage (yes, I saw Ivan's saliva, but that shows how much he is absorbed into his character). Looking at how the show has been packaged, the gentle colours and designed, creating somewhat a soft and tender feel (together with the flower prints), the entire cast in specially tailor-made coats, vests and pants, it made me easy to understand and feel comfortable about the English accent and being a bit intellectual, in the sense that it requires you to catch the words and the meaning in time to understand fully. Well, I would recommend this show because I enjoyed myself, partly because the plot itself is interesting and compact that there isn't a part that bores me, and partly because this show is entirely performed by a full male cast~! The costumes, gestures/body language of the actors can help me differentiat with ease, who is playing the female part, without having to change his voice or go drag. kudos to that. It is also my first time listening to T'ang quartet, after hearing so much about them from my friends. Although I might not be able to appreciate classical music or comment much, the music they played are smoothing to the ears, definitely unlike the types i usually listen.

Anyone who wants to be Earnest?

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Disclaimer

The taste of the wonderful dinner was not horrible. I need to clarify or else someone's name will be smeared. Hee.. Culinary skill 颇受好评 one lei, how can I say it is bad? Seriously, I enjoyed the meal very much and am really looking forward to the next one. =X

Oh yes, it is just one more month to the exam period and I am certainly tired out somehow by the attacks of the lab reports and mid-term tests and can't wait for the next long weekend which is during the Good Friday period. Okie, it is not that bad actually, just that I need to get in touch with things I miss doing, like enjoying a good jog, doing window shopping, baking little things for my loved ones, or even having a good quality rest, as I refused to make myself a study machine, who simply does studying and nothing else. What a fulfilling university life har?

I would like to thank M.J for praying for me, that he would put me on the top of his praying list, he has always been a trustworthy friend. I remember the times where we used to crack lame and boring chemistry jokes, having long jogs together after school, and talked about things happening around us. And because I told him some of my problems with dealing of family adminstrative matters and how I am lost somehow into the direction where God wants me to be, he thought of me right when the church asked him to pray for a friend. What I am trying to say is that I treasure the sincerity of such a friend, even though we might not be doing many things together like we used to be in the past, yet I want to keep this loyal friend of mine. I am thankful to God for placing many good friends in my life, not only that my life has been enriched, I do hope that I play a part in helping them in times of need, or simply be a blessing to people around me.

Currently, I enjoy what I do, and is contented with what I have. Hence, I strive to keep them by my side, especially the ones whom I love.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Backpost

Taste aside, simple yet meaningful dinner, cooked with lots of love and a little struggle (hehe). This is not something that can be bought by money or anything in the world. I am fortunate and blessed enough to be able to have this.

By the way, every time I mention that it has been a while since I last blogged, and every time I say that, and I have lost track of how precious time has been spent away. I assumed that most of it went into lesson time and revision time for mid term test, which the weird thing is that I am still having mid term tests 2 weeks after the mid term break! I'm not complaining, since there is ample time to revise.

By the way, I've been to Jason Mraz' concert and it was awesome! I am a part-time fan who only have listened to some of his songs and hence some of the songs that he performed during the gig was rather new and never fail to amaze me. A track like 'Mr curiosity' kept me memerized by his wide vocal range, a while ago he was lively and dancing to his upbeat songs, a while later his voice was sexy and appealing (but now I think CM2132 prof has a sexier voice)

Lame

J= me, W= WJ

J: i got the module =)

W: yea
wenjin and chin wei nv get lei

J: yar i heard
can try to appeal lor

W: i think v hard
cos got limited lab spaces

J: so i ask him to apply for sem 4 oso
see how lor
maybe got ppl last minute withdraw
as for wenjin hor

W: true

J: i think he shld just take any UE for special sem
cos he can take the lab during the sem

W: he cannot
he got the forensic mionor also

J: breadth or wad lei?

W: cos our minor mod is on mondays
clash

J: orh..
then he oso apply for sem 4 lor aiyo..~

W: he got ict
haha

J: ...
sux..
aiya.. go for sex change
solve problem le

W: LOL

J: go in may for sex change
then can take sem 4 le

W: lame