100th post

Writing for my own pleasure, something for myself to look upon and laugh about as I reminisce. 'Contentment', this word keeps coming to me for the last few hours, including a sweet greeting card which came all the way from Los Angeles. Greed is something that grows and dwells inside each person's heart. Undeniably, it can be tangible, intangible, can be something big or something small. Even coveting somebody's food is a sign of discontentment. I remember telling myself, that I shall not be as superficial as many others, who are only concerned with the grades, and oblivious to many other purposes of education. I then found myself in a trance, like a schrodinger's cat, that you are neither here nor there.

Now i truly understand what it means by no pain no gain and also that it doesn't mean that success definitely comes when one put in the effort. Much hard work put into a project not necessarily bring good grade. I have to realize that there are things that I cannot control. If it is meant to be, God will make it come to pass, and of course, I myself will have to do what it takes, to do my best.

I did not want to make this some emo-melancholic entry, but just want to reaffirm my stand of not contradicting my own view and to understand how my mind and heart works and what I am motivated by.

As such, sometimes I can't be too sure of how I would react to things, since circumstances do happen.