How anorexia can form..

Continuing from the previous entry. I retold this 'eating takeaway' story to WJ.

WJ: I have been doing that for (count fingers..) 2 years already? then I got sick of the outside food and decided to use hot water to blanch my vegetables and meat. After that I got too lazy and decided not to eat already. Hence, I stop eating.

Me: (shocked) I really hope I am not heading this way.

Thank goodness for CNY, I can eat home-cooked food, spend time with family and enjoy the goodies. =)

'Ask and it shall be given' works on Mums too.

(Provided that you have been a good son all year.)

Had this conversation with my mum early this morning, before i left for school.

Me: Are you going to cook tonight?
Mum: Aiyo, I have been waking up so early everyday for work and will be too tired to cook already.
Me: But i have been eating weeks of takeaways and firstly, they are not healthy, secondly expensive and finally I'm already sick of it. (act pitiful)
Mum: ..(silence)

However Mum and Dad just came back and Mum is cooking Bak Kut Teh right now, and hence I have proven that 'ask and it shall be given' works (at least for my mum). I shall thank her later during dinner.

赤壁之感想

为小乔捏了一把又一把的冷汗。
不禁对曹操的威严，魄力敬佩。
诸葛孔明的才智过人，一个充满幽默感的英雄。
流汗的乌龟和挡箭稻草兄实在太抢戏了！
周瑜边骑马边接弓箭时帅呆了。
胖猪让我有很深的印象，就算再倔强，野蛮，好胜的人，都会有脆弱的一面。面对着饭桶的离去，她也无可奈何，只能责怪这无情，残酷的战火。

人都有自己想要保护的东西，见仁见智，因人而异。

关于自己

其实我应该在写我的另一个作品，但由于有点记不得要写什么，索性就写写一些一直存记在我的脑海里的事情。

我曾想过，为什么自己会对家人比较好？即便是说学校教得好，把孔子对孝顺和君子的理念灌输到我身上，但还是有听说朋友们跟家人的互动并没有那么密切。我当然很爱我的家人，喜欢买一些有的没的布置家里，常常买饼干和饮料来存放在柜子里，这样一来，爸爸能够随时有东西吃。我会打扫房子，扫地，抹地都行。成天苦口婆心地叫妹妹吃少一点，去收拾房间，有时甚至认为自己可以比妈妈还能做称职的家庭主妇。后来想想，自己是不是潜意识中知道可能会有对不起家人的事，所以现在就开始在补偿我将来的’错误‘。因此，努力地做个好儿子，乖孩子和好哥哥。

但我就是我，仍然想做自己想做的事，继续做自己。

The Forgotten Belated.

I din see this coming. That I would get this huge belated birthday present from khoon and sy. I thought this day has been spent in China and left there, hence there wasn't much of a celebration when I came back to Singapore. And soon came 2009 and I have already forgotten about my uneventful birthday. So when I saw sy with a big NUM paper bag it really caught me by surprise. And there inside was a red sling bag with a shoe compartment. It would be a real Attention seeking bag, but I would love to bring it to school soon, hehe, partly because i like the bag and mostly because it is sorta an evidence of this forgotten belated gift, filled with warmth and friendship. Thanks guys, I will remember this that you've given to me. =) hugs.

And i do agree that i lack the vibrancy. ( Yes ASH, it's time for wardrobe makeover). And from no where, I need to start a healthy cum detox diet for a week from now till next week, hopefully I can sustain this for long. Anyway, my English CMI (Chinese just slightly better).

Forgot to go to g2000 to take a look to get some office wear (heard that there is some sales going on) when having dinner with CK just now. Have to go get some tomorrow then.

Connection

I was listening to Jason Mraz again, and how I enjoy his songs since Remedy (back then i was in secondary school). Performing is a very simple way to let go of his frustrations, feelings and sentiments. And hence this song, I'm yours, telling people that time is short and that everyone deserves to be loved.

So I won't hestitate
No more, no more.
It cannot wait, I'm sure.

There's no need to complicate,
our time is short.
This is our fate, I'm Yours.

Sidenote: Sis did okie for her exams. I hope she does find a course that she is interested and they are willing to take her. =)

It's a Sunday and it's know yourself day!

Just got back not long ago, slightly tired. Yesterday I managed to get to Paisley and Cream for English bread and butter pudding and double chocolate cupcake for desserts (been so long since I last went). Looks like the crowd there is still the same (which is none. But that is precisely why i like the place) The prices are slightly higher now yet still affordable. Most importantly, the ambiance, the way the food are served and how the food taste have met my requirements of a good chill out place.

Okie. the title of my entry looks weird. I got to know myself better today. Ever wondered how it feels like when someone looks into your eyes and tell you how he feels about you? Telling you what is so unique that make you different from the crowd and reassuring that you are special. It then becomes clearer to you what qualities you have and didn't know about. Hence, you are able to know more about yourself! =)

Anyway,
Mum:你早上才回来吖 （i sms-ed you yesterday to inform you, you forgot le ar?)
跟瘦皮猴一样还以为自己很壮，可以不睡觉吖。。(first time she said that about me)
Me:有啦，有睡。