HallO

FAT is in, THIN is out!

Knowing little is bliss

I was feeling uneasy and a little traumatized by 'Knowing', the movie kai and I watched yesterday. As many would have know, it is about someone who has the ability to predict the date, venue and the number of deaths in a major unnatural disaster, and gets creepier as once it has been predicted, it cannot be altered, which eventually everyone else dies. Furthermore, it links (although it is rather crappy more than informative) with quotes from the bible, reminding people that we are living in the end times, and has to be prepared for the Lord to take us. I would have this show better if it connects to environmental problems that we are facing these days, due to rapid urbanization and the tolls on mother nature.

So in the movie, one of the characters, knows exactly which date she is going to die, and it is absolutely disturbing. Hence, I really think that knowing little is bliss, and to live life and love life every single day is much more important than worrying about things that have yet to come (and I really do that alot).

I have been busy, you know, watching show to entertain myself, and revising for the examinations. Well, I am looking forward to the holidays, more than anything else.

Goodbye Eddie

Always taken as the neighbourhood slut, the one who enjoys the company of men, and the one who doesn't have a true friend from Wisteria lane. However, she is more than that. She is sexy, beautiful, strong and one of a kind. Indeed, no one has seen her devastated or unhappy, but only the part of her that is headstrong, witty, and most of the times, intimidating. However, she has her own worries, from her previous marriage and her only son, which she loves enough to let him hate her for leaving the family, and although she enjoys the company of men, she has always wanted to have someone who truly loves her. Sadly, that didn't materialise as she got married to this revengeful man. Gladly, she spent her days worthwhile when she was alive.

Goodbye Eddie, I didn't realise that you are more than this. You are indeed one of a kind.

That must be a dream

I am wide awake now. Some moments ago I was in the master bedroom, lying on the queen size bed, new and furbished, with my dear. We are living with my family, and everything seems wonderfully fine. Of course, it was a dream.

Following that dream, I was in some place and it was some location where Stefanie Sun was holding her concert and I paid like a whopping 3800 RMB to get in, and I could still remember how I fork out the money from my wallet, thinking if it was worth the money. Oh well.. Too bad I din manage to listen to her sing during the dream.

20 dollars ONLY?

That was what my mum exclaimed when i informed her about the bills. Not long ago, we signed up for the Mio plan, where I will pay for internet, my mum pays for the phone plan, while my dad pays for the residential line. So we are splitting the bill, around 20 dollar each.

This time round, the bill is around 58, so it would be 20 each. And so there my mum was happy that it is much cheaper than what she used to pay. (she choose to believe that 58 bucks was solely for her phone plan at first.)

And then i heard this from my dad, right from his room..

"Of course you think it is cheap lar, no matter i use or not, i still have to pay the 20 bucks."

And so my mum replies,

"One is your son, one is your wife, don't be so calculative lar"

*laugh quietly*

Sedang menjadi orang yang rajin

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Vanilla Cupcake with Chocolate icing

Okie.. This is a new recipe that i'm trying out. Tastes not bad, but I'm all tired out washing the stuff. yawn.

Realization

Life is colorful, why let small matters distract you from leading a happier life?

Who doesn't have problems? What's most important is how you deal with them, and not how much it will cost you. Stay positive.

解脱

为什么人总是要等到失去后才懂得珍惜？

我一直没什么留意阿桑，只听过‘叶子’和‘野百合也有春天’，觉得感动中带有一丝丝的哀伤与沧桑。直到近期，在电台广播又听到她的歌，接着又听到她离去的消息，有点惊讶。
今夜，我又听了她的歌，不禁叹惜。

事事难料，变幻莫测。世上没有什么事情是绝对的。

我们常常试着充实自己的生命，遗忘了垂死挣扎，努力生存的人。
自我并不是王道。而了解生活与生存的意义，才是懂得惜福的不二法门。

Father and Daughter

After a jog around the neighbourhood, i was crossing the road to get to BPP and I saw this father holding the hand of his daughter, going in the same direction as me. Throughout the journey, both of them were talking really sweet stuff to each other. The dad was playing around, and trying to shake off the daughter hand and said," Don't want you, let go my hand, let go my hand.." and his daughter was holding tightly, she smiled and said,"Don't want, I love you." Young kids, innocent and very cute. Then they were playing alphabet game, when one says a letter, the other must come up with a word that begins with it. So the father started with 'X' and the smart daughter said 'xenophone' (well I bet all kids learn this when they are in kindergarten) Then she came up with 'Z' and told her dad that he cannot say 'Zebra' so the dad says 'Zoo' and laughed at her daughter while she was doing the 'eeyer' look. And her dad asked 'X' again and she tried to say 'Xenophone' but can't repeat already.. (I was tempted to say X-ray to her from the back =X) After thinking a while, she said 'X-ray' (telepathy haha) and her dad was taken aback. (okie.. after that reach BPP le.. So I din follow up.. lol)

Hidden agenda, go see how my sis is doing for her job. My second time doing 'spotcheck' le. Din really want to go and approach her, and I shyly stood around and observe her. Then I bought my dinner and left for home.